Sunday, November 7, 2010

Must Be Brave

Ehem..

Okay, in this note i'll tell about my 2nd love. Wkwkwk..

I passed day by day, and there's him.

semakin hari rasa ini semakin kuat.

Later, i'll say all of this feeling which disturb my day to him.

This is the second time i feel it.

Yeah, almost same with the first.

I felt the first love when i was junior high school.

I feel the same, but i don't have to do the same.

5 years ago, i just keep this love. Stupid one. No one knows about it. And the impact is 'he never knows it'.
And i hurt of it for 5years.

And now, thankful for the God who still give me the chance for loving someone.

I feel my 2nd love now. And i hope, i can tell this to him. I have to be brave to do it.

Yeah, so, he will know. i don't know what is his feeling after i say all of that.

I'll be quiet, and don't ask his answer although in the fact, i need the answer..

If i don't do this, i will lose of him. And also i can't wait himself to tell his feeling to me, because he is a calm & shy person too.

I'll do the same with what the girl of japanese did for their love from comics which i had read.

Wish i'll get luck for this mission. :D

wish he'll answer my feeling as what i want.

Amin..
Fiuuuh, i have to do this, i may not to lose my second love. He is precious for me. i can forget my first love because of him, he is the one who do it to me..

My heart have chosen him for being my first boyfriend.. :D i hope it will be happen. :)

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